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I've been out of the game, apparently, for awhile. I'm really tired of battling my weight, again, lately. Ultimately I'd like to get back down to 140lbs which means a 23lb weight loss. That's not so bad, right? 20lbs? I could do that by Christmas! I need to find some motivation and you'd think all the skinny clothes that I have in my closet would be enough. I also need to cut WAY back on the alcohol. Like, only drinking on Friday and Saturday and cutting out beer altogether. The only problem is that wine isn't all that refreshing at the pool. Or maybe I should just cut out my pool drinking completely.

I'm tracking my food in MyFitnessPal but will admit that I don't always enter dinner and after dinner snacks. Must.stop.that.

I can do this. I know how. I need to focus and just get it done. I am an expert at maintenance...it's just the losing part that's been getting me lately and the stupid thing is that I was maintaining at 135lbs for the longest time! Then, the weight just crept back on. 

So, here we go, yo. Here we go, yo, so, whasa' whasa' whasa' scenario.

I am going to kill this. Because I can.